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| Man.. drama is by far the gayest thing ever. I cannot wait to go to Saginaw. But I still love a lot of people at Boswell... some that have no idea..
Ok, whoa... I just realized the last couple of post have been really depressing. The truth is.. I'm not happy.. but I'm doin ok.. and I don't want people feeling sorry for me. So I will try and keep it happier.
Here's my life today:
1st period- Me and Devin made a hott baby!!! Haha it was gorgeous.
2nd period - ehh... Schluese .... a whole lot of nothin. Wait.. me and Mollie acted like alligators.. how cool are we?
3rd period - I handed in a test totally blank. Lol.. I didn't know any of it. And I hung out with Jose...
4th period - Athletics.. me and Chels skipped the workout and just hung out.. haha we're sneaky. Then i showed Karli how to dance on the incline benches... :)
5th period - Definetly my favorite period.. me and Karli are the coolest! Haha the sub was weird. I proved to everyone that I knew nothing about football or golf. Everyone, including the sub, made fun of my facts on the prostitutes in Africa. Haha Harvey and Dan are mean to me.
After school - Logan and Justin made me look even more stupid when I asked them about football... haha. Then I caught up with Jose and he came to Highland with me to see Mrs. Hill. She wasn't there. Then we went on a job hunt. Turns out hardly anyone hires at age 15. Boo, those whores.
I am bored.. have to finish my book before friday. Not good. I am going to fail my test. I hate it when people steal my profile stuff without asking me...
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| MAVS WON!!
The last couple days haven't been that great. Stressfull. I have
learned that you can't get everything you want, but why don't I get
anything I want? Oh well..
I am sick.. have been for a few days now. I hate it.
I talked to Zack today.... I haven't seen him in a while. We are definetly hanging out soon.
People amaze me. They can be so extremely gay and dumb.
I need a job. I think I am gettin one at the new Chicken Express by my house. How cool.
Well I was absent... so I am gonna go do my makeup work.
kayla
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| I am sick of caring.
Despite what people think.. I would put anyone of my true freinds before me. Thats the way I am... I know how hard it is to make me happy... so why not let them be happy. It gets in the way..... I know of no other way to live my life though. I know I am selfish most of the time... but not when it comes to my friends. Friendships are way more important than anything else, except maybe family. I just don't know what to do. Lie. Tell the truth. Don't do anything. Who knows? Cause I sure don't.
We lost or basketball game... by like 6. I had like 14 out of like 34 points so thats cool... i guess.
I am sick. It sucks major. Plus, I am in love with John Mayor and Gavin DeGraw... I will marry one of them and become rich and famous. And have my own TV show. And drive a pink truck, with pink leather. I am gonna be what you always dreamed of. I mean that in more ways than one.
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| I try so hard, but none of it matters... I am still not good enough. No matter who I try to make happy, they always turn their back on me.
Am I really fake? Has media made me what I am? People don't realize how hurtful their words can be. I may not always be real, but I know when to act happy when I am really sad, and when to tell a white lie to keep someones spirit up....
And don't tell someone you love them and they mean the world to you when its not true ... that isn't a white lie.
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